18. Holy Grail
At some point, I became acutely aware of the need to type without looking at the keyboard.
The usual "two-finger" method had run its course and started to annoy me. I clearly understood that I needed to type faster, but the physical reality wouldn't allow it.
Since I had been typing with "two fingers" for many years, retraining was daunting.
I didn't believe in the outcome.
It seemed like pure fantasy, something that couldn't possibly exist. Like it only worked in American movies. I hadn't seen a single living example around me.